Usually, this time of year, I'd be relishing every last moment with those students who I love so much that I will miss terribly next year. I'd be planning finals, but taking it easy with the students. I'd be feeling butterflies of excitement in anticipation of summer.
THIS year, I am still cherishing my students. This has been the best class I've ever had. I have been so blessed by each and every one of them. And even on the rough days, I've been thankful for them. I have also been pretty tough on them and I hope they look back someday and remember me with happiness. However, there is no rest for the weary. I have zero excitement about the end of school because the last day of school for the kids is the first day of school for me. Next Thursday, I'll be in Russellville starting class and living in a bare-bones apartment with Heather.
The craziness from this is unbelievable. Giving finals early has helped me out a little. The kids are being great to help me get things together for the end of the year. But I just don't feel like I can get everything done! I worked ALL DAY LONG on things while the students were reviewing and I felt like I was just spinning my wheels.
Thank goodness for coming home at night. David and the dogs give me such joy. Combined with the peace that passes all understanding, I am a happy (but tired) woman.
Tonight I made brownies for David and peach jam for myself. The very act of standing over the stove stirring the most beautiful peach-colored liquid until it thickened was so relaxing. (Not to mention the fact that it made a pretty darn good jam!)
Now I think I will go and take a nice bath before bed. Tomorrow is the day to worry about unloading the dishes, finishing my paper, creating a presentation for class, and making a list of all the things I need to take with me to the apartment.
May you all be looking forward to June more than I am! :)
